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Just the new page for my romantic thoughts
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
I wonder if at times I should just keep my opinion to myself.
Lately, those friends I mentioned on my other page...well one of the girls is going with this guy and he's a real nice guy that has had his heart broken a few times and still is looking for that "one" girl. I give him props. But my friend he feels is playing games with him and he doesn't like that. Once again nothin but love. See...whenever they are together she text messages this other guy that used to mack on her. She also sometimes uses the computer to send this other guy instant messages. Her "boyfriend" is like he feels this activity is highly disrespectful and he just wants clarification on where they stand. Well last night I told him maybe he should tell her these things instead of telling me. Well he did and now she's not talking to him and he told me that maybe now he doesn't think talking to her was a good idea. But I feel like getting things out in the air even if they have some truth to them is a good thing. I think she is just offended and is withdrawn. She is still young and that immaturity can sometimes set her up to close herself off toward other people, right. So, I feel as though I want to talk to her about the way he feels (I know...what a go between I am) so that she will know because he is the manly type that really doesn't discuss his feelings that much. That is just the way he was taught. Madd love for ya and for people who still have a long way to discover themself including me. (Listening to Alanis Morissette- "The only way out is through")
exhaled by Josh at 8/11/2004 10:49:00 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
I fit into some pants today that I bought off Ebay. They were tight when I wore the boxer briefs, but I bought some of those seamless really thin spandex boxer briefs from target and they fit much better now. Get you some of those....I think they'll be the next trend.
exhaled by Josh at 7/16/2004 09:42:00 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
This may seem like a dumb question but why is it that a lot of guys that I meet are shallow? And I won't say especially gay guys but they are not an exception to the "guys". Maybe my real question is why is it that guys seem to only want one thing. Probably biological or something. But I have been on gay.com and I've been to another site that guys are "supposed" to post pics of their "personality" and most of the pics are of you know what. It's like...you don't even give someone a chance...to get to know you. And also, it doesn't seem like especially with the older guys (prolly since they may feel they are moving closer to the end of their life (in actuality anyone can go any day of the year so they're not the only ones vulnerable to death) that they need to have as much sex as possible) that they say they want to get to know you but it's so.....superficial. I get so tired of the fakes. And everyone claims to be real, but many are just still children. I don't rule myself out of a lot of this because some people may see things in me that I try to avoid seeing or just fail to see...right now. I don't want to say it makes me lose faith in men but it makes me wonder if I'll find that one guy.
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